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Sometimes there are things that we wish to do that seem impossible. And yet when we get close to doing them, it seems as if we knew it all along. We were aware and assured that we could accomplish the undoable.

Odd people are coming across this at times....I'm tempted to go and read some random blogs of my own. Even though I'm slowly getting the opinon that blogs are the devil. Which surprisingly has the word evil in it.

I believe there is a God. Many people say that they don't believe, but I do. However I believe in a different idea of God than most people do. I'm sure most people that are "current" enough to surf the Web and blog are familiar with The Sims and how the game works. Now think about it this way: What if God is some person playing this giant game of Sims? I mean, when we play it, we're basically God for the characters in that game. They have a small bit of free will, but you basically orchestrate how their lives play out by setting up circumstances. Isn't that what life is right now? Isn't it? Are our lives, that we hold so incredibly dear, the outcomes of a child setting us up and laughing? Is God someone like us that we're unaware of?

I'm ready to rock the sheets with somebody. I'm fired up and ready to go.

My mother quit her job yesterday. Senior year is coming up. Marching band fees, PRIDE fees, senior photos, instrument rentals, and other bits. I know I'm being selfish, but the end of sophomore year and the beginning of junior year were really rough. Hell, I was suspended all that time. And then not even a month after I get back from being suspended, my father gets sick. When's it my turn?

This is just another day in my life. That's crazy.